Love affairs with words

There was a once upon a time.
There was a prince charming.
There was a damsel in distress.
There was a villain.
There was magic.
There was a climax.
There was an ending.

We had all the contents.
But there was no fairy tale.
There was no moral to the story.
They don't tell us what happens
When happily ever after
Never comes.

Now Thnigs are popping

Trying

Finally, I have managed the impossible... to force myself to sit down and starting studing. The bachelor degree exam is just around the corner... and seriously, having so much in my mind, it´s really difficult to concentrate. at least, tonight, I got myself to sit down and cover half of the prestressing syllabus. Though, chances are quite low that it will come out, but either way have to study sooner or later. It´s a small milestone, but seriously hope I dont disappoint everyone and fail the exam. Asked the newbie for help to borrow past year papers. And hopefully I can sort out the all notes I have kept for over 10 years and decide what I need to study. Feel that alot of things are futile, in life career and every thing alse, i guess. In this case, at least for once, I am trying to do something to myself.

CHARITY

So happy that a friend of mine asked me to help out for donation drive. Every time i do something like this, it feels more like I am one the one bing helped instead. I am really the lazy type that want to do charity but is too lazy to commit to a fixed schedule to do so. any time I can help, it´s like a blessing.

Last time they had done, I felt guilty for making people donate more than they initially wanted. Like telling my boss that I would match how much he donated, and getting him all firedup. sometimes I feel that I would get bad kalid for doing that. But oh well, the good kalid from helping others should minus out the badpart. It´s good to donate to couses that give out food and stuff, and change cash to supermart vouchers. somehow, you´re sure that the money you donate will go to good use.

Alway wonder what´s my purpose and where I amAlwys wonder what´s my purpose and where Iam heading or going. life is like a huge big winding road that brings me to some place we´v never been or known. Looking back, I would never have known that I would be where I am or where I am would be, never expected to reach the current destination or find my self doing what I am doing now. The days where I knew where and when I would be in a couple of years time are long gone. I can hardly tell where I would be tomorrow

my favorite places

My favorite town