Trying

Finally, I have managed the impossible... to force myself to sit down and starting studing. The bachelor degree exam is just around the corner... and seriously, having so much in my mind, it´s really difficult to concentrate. at least, tonight, I got myself to sit down and cover half of the prestressing syllabus. Though, chances are quite low that it will come out, but either way have to study sooner or later. It´s a small milestone, but seriously hope I dont disappoint everyone and fail the exam. Asked the newbie for help to borrow past year papers. And hopefully I can sort out the all notes I have kept for over 10 years and decide what I need to study. Feel that alot of things are futile, in life career and every thing alse, i guess. In this case, at least for once, I am trying to do something to myself.